元宵

actually nothing special happened today particularly

chap goh meh means nothing to me actually, it only symbolizes the end of chinese new year, nothing more than that

wake up in the morning, went to have breakfast at central, that place is quite nice actually, provides nice food, and more importantly, it is air-conditioned, so dun hv to eat in a hot place~~~

went home straightly after that, too much thing to rush, assignments, costumes n a lot more

costumes rushing the whole afternoon and almost the whole night, dad and bro went to aunt's place to hv dinner, i stayed at home, really hate to hv dinner at aunt's place, not only did i know some of the relatives i hate will b there, also i couldnt stand them too, so i prefer to be at home, never went to aunt's place to hv dinner anymore after some unhappy incident happened there, mom also, so i stayed at home rushing my costumes, reading online novels and also chatting a bit, lot more enjoyable than dealing with those people u hate

assignments have been piling up but dun hv the time to deal with them, no choice, earning and saving up is the most important event in my schedule now

went out to fetch mom during 9, after that went to upperstar to hv dinner, ordered vanilla smoothies and sirloin steak, smoothies still taste ok but not the steak, i ordered well done steak n it was very hard to chew, almost banged my teeth, that proved one thing, upperstar is only suited to hv drinks n not food

after that, went home, costumes rushing, novel reading, and chatting again~~~~~ the same routine just continued over and over~~~~~~~~~

all for one thing, for money~~~~~~~~ the thing that can guarantee me a safe future in japan

have faith

爽翻了~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

哈哈！！！！没想到只唱了一首歌，得到的酬劳竟比原本预定的多一倍！！！！！

真是爽炸了我~~~~~~~~~要是天天都有秀接有歌唱~~~~不知该有多好~~~~~~不用补习补得要生要死的，还得对着一堆吐血鬼只为赚那一点点小钱，好教的倒是相处得不错，不好教的简直快要吐血了~~~~~

要是天天都有秀接，有歌唱，是很快乐的~~~~~整天只跟自己喜欢的东西为伍，生活的满足点就来自于这里~~~~~

怎么办？？？？？我越来越喜欢唱歌和跳舞了~~~~~~~感觉上好像每次一接了一场秀或唱了一场比赛就有种抽不了身的感觉~~~~~~~~好像除了唱歌以外什么都不想要似的~~~~~~就是中了唱歌的毒~~~~~~~无药可救的那种呵~~~~~~~

原本预算还要多唱一首，也答应了主办当局会多唱一首，可节目已经够了所以没唱~~~~~也好，乐得我只唱一首歌就捞了那么厚的一笔~~~~~~在当局面前我也当了个乖宝宝，被称赞时就低下头，被问问题时就笑容可掬温文有礼地回答~~~~~就为了给他们一个好印象~~~以后有秀多找我~~~~~~~~哈！！！！真被自己的表现吓了一跳，假地感觉上都不像自己了~~~~~

可谁管？？？我享受，我就是享受这种感觉

只要天天有秀接，有歌唱，有钱赚就好了~~~~~~~~~~~

唱完了歌，拿到了钱，原本预定要到sharon家火锅，可sylvie说等她吃完她的那一碟，也好，反正你那么爱吃，我就让你吃个够，我也乐得能直接回家，就叫了妈来载我，直接回家去，可后来又跟我说到了和生园，小爷才懒得理你，等车的同时，看见了雪糕车，就买了雪糕来奖励自己，虽然不是草莓的，可是我还是吃得很高兴呵~~~~~~~~

今天其实还挺累的，不过没关系，只要有歌唱有钱赚，我很高兴，今天也过得很满足~~~~~~~~~已经满足的不需要火锅来填肚子了

有钱赚最开心~~~~~~~~

今天星期六~~~~心情还蛮不错~~~~~~~~~

为什么？？？？？？？因为有钱赚！！！！！！！楽しい楽しいよ～～～～～～～～～～～

可是早上上课就不是那么顺利了~~~~~因为edward好像有点快！！！！！赶不上了啦~~~~~~虽然你并不高可你实在是跑得有点快~~~~哈哈~~~~~~~~没办法~~~~我对软件就是没辄~~~~~~~~~我爱软件可软件不爱我~~~~~

算了~~~~~~~~再自己用力摸一摸撞一撞墙流一流血~~~~应该就能摸透吧哈哈~~~~~~~

不过最高兴的还是今晚有钱近袋，虽然应该不会是特别大的可总比没有来得强~~~~~~~~

不过代价是今晚sharon家的火锅迟到了~~~~~~还要是迟完大到的那种~~~~~哈哈！！没办法~~~~谁叫我那么要钱！！！！哈哈！！！！！

不过迟到总比没到的好~~~~~~~原谅我呵各位~~~~~~~

不管了！！！！！今晚好好得唱，提升自己的名气~~~~以后也比较好赚！！！！！哈哈！！！！！

又在发白日梦了我~~~~~~~~~~不过有梦最伟大~~~~~~所以。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

继续发梦吧各位~~~~~~~~~~~

我一定要振作起来！！！！！！日本还在等着我去呢！！！！！！！

My 'HAPPY, FANTASTIC,FABULOUS, FASCINATING, EXCELLENT, EVERYTHING, ANYTHING' keningau trip

went to keningau on last friday for a singing competition

went there by car, because my three aunts followed so i was remained choiceless but to sit at the furthest back of the car - my avanza

the road to keningau was really harsh, really crooked and some more bumpy, u understand those kinda feel?? being stashed at the back with some luggages whilst the car just turned and bumped without even knowing whether u r DOA at the back

although it only last for two n half hours, that was ENOUGH!!!!!!! believe me, u wouldnt want more of it, the ride really made me dizzy and just wanna vomit my heart out!!! but the bad thing is, i couldnt even vomit a thing out! didnt really know y~~~~~

reached there finally, IN ONE PIECE,it was already lunch time, ordered barley juice and that thing was rancid!!!!!!!!! but the boss didnt admit that n he said that was the smell of the seasoned winter melon and they had already sold SEVERAL-TENS glasses that morning!!! shoohhh~~~~~~~ who on earth will believe that crap u said, everyone tried that and they all said that was not the smell of the winter melon thing but it was rancid!!!! lazy to argue with him and i doubted that the small pot of yours can even 'fit-in' several tens glasses of barley juice!!!!!!!! hit me!!!!!!!

guess wat? the competition was on that night and 3 hours before the competition, i was still feeling sux! how m i goin up stage?????? luckily, i'd recovered a bit before the competition so the thing went on smoothly n i got to perform safe and sound, didnt eat during the dinner coz the foods looked sux and guess wat????? the water in the glass taste weird!!!!! EWE!!!!!!! taste like some sort roaches smell!!!!!!!!! believe me!!!!! i didnt lie!!!!!!!! n didnt eat a thing, partially felt nervous n the other part felt disgusted at the food!!!!!!!! how could a hotel serve this kinda thing lol~~~~~~~~

luckily~~~~~~~~ won the first prize there~~~~~~haha~~~~~~ lucky me lucky me~~~~~~~~ won some MONEY!!!!!!!! n met karen there too, she recorded my performance n told me she's gonna upload them to facebook!!!!!! haha~~~~~ luckily she didnt~~~~~~ sweet u, i know u wouldnt do such thing haha~~~~~~~~

went to eat after that, my appetite came back!!!!!!! coz i won the money haha!!!!!! went to new star, sylvie introduced it, tried the 奶油炒米粉　there, i was sort of expected it to be something 'wet' but it was dry~~~~~~~ n still taste ok~~~~~~~ LOT MORE BETTER THAN THE JUNKS IN THE HOTEL AND THE RANCID BARLEY JUICE IN THE RESTAURANT!!!!!!!

after that went back to the hotel, actually the water in the hotel was also dirty, u know why?????? because three!!! THREE!!!!!!!!! pimples popped out of my face the next day!!!!!!!!! i drank a lot of water and didnt eat anything that can cause internal heat!!!!!!! so it was the water in the hotel!!!!!! n also the toilet of my room was soooooooooo disgusting!!!!!!! the liquid soap dispenser on the wall was totally abandoned and not functioning for ages from wat i saw but it was still on the wall n there was soap residue in it!!!!!!!! can u imagine it???? those greeny slimy thingy remained in the dispenser and hanged still on the wall, such an eyesore whenever u go into the toilet!!!!!! not only the dispenser stuff looked disgusting there, the whole toilet was just!!!!!! ewe!!!!!!! it was not dirty but the tiles on the wall and the floor had yellowish stain on them and that made the toilet looked even more dirty, agy and disgusting!!!!!!!!! how the hell can you call this the toilet of one of the most famous hotels in keningau???????? shhheessshhhhh

luckily was only staying there for one night, if not i might have been striken by 'hotelphobia' for the rest of my life

on the next day, went back to kk straightly without even having breakfast in keningau anymore, because the food there really was!!!!!!!!! WAS!!!!!!!!!!! EWE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! except the place that sylvie introduced, others even the hotel sux!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now, now, that concluded FANTASITC my trip to keningau, a soooooooooooo MEMORABLE one~~~~~~~~

talk no more bout it~~~~~~~~~~~~~ on the night, went to kdca to watch singing competition, it was nice, pulled sylvie out because i felt bored if not one chat with me there haha~~~~~~~~~ luckily the competition postponed, if not i m missing it~~~~~~~haha~~~~~~~~

well, that's all for now~~~~~~~~~~~~

will keep updating~~~~~~~~~~ luv u all~~~~~~~~

上瘾

最近又有自残的念头了~~~~~~~

想要去穿多两个耳洞

目前已经有三个耳洞了，原本穿第一个的时候，明明就怕痛怕得要死，谁知穿了第一个之后，就接二连三地穿多第二第三个耳洞~~~~~~

现在简直好像上瘾了似的，又想多穿两个，左一个右一个，不过家里一定有反对份子，也不想管那么多了，反正耳朵是我的，我爱怎样就怎样~~~~~~~~很拽吧？？？？这就是我

我不会管别人怎么看我，我向来就是这样

妈说我像女生？？？
有吗？？？你去看韩国日本的男艺人还不是十之八九长发并且耳洞一字排开

你又不是艺人
就已经不是艺人了才要打扮得像艺人！！！不然都已经不是了要是还不注意打扮还能像什么？？？打扮得像艺人起码比什么都不像强吧？？？？？？

这里不是日本韩国
我明年就去日本

你神经病
你才有病

哈哈~~~~~~原来不管做什么事情都是会上瘾的~~~~~~就好像穿耳洞，明明穿第一个的时候就怕得要死，到最后还不是接二连三地穿~~~~哈哈~~~~~~

引述一下小S的一句话，‘生孩子就像纹身那样，会上瘾的！’
这句话一点也没错呵~~~~~~~~小S姐，只是我是穿耳洞而不是生孩子！！！

什么时候我变得那么有自残倾向了？？？？哈哈！！！！！

找一天，谁来陪我穿耳洞啊？

就是想穿耳洞~~~~~~~没办法，谁叫我那么爱耳环~~~~~~~~哈哈！！！

middle of chinese new year~~~~~~~

quite boring actually, went to papar on chu 2, received quite a number of ang pows there, but big o not big, didnt know, havent peep yet haha!!!!

have been quite 'poor' this new year, i do hv show, but the money's soooooo damn few, so stingy the organizer, will b goin to keningau on chu 6, hope to get something there~~~~~~~~ pray for me pray for me haha!!!!!!

other than that, it's sooooo damn boring here!!!!!!!!!

年初一~~~~~

今天年初一~~~~~是在karamunsing过的，参加了一场唱歌比赛

唱什么歌？？？几个entry前讲过了，表再问

拿什么？？？？吃白果，一定啦！！！！要是讲gaya街的是猛鬼老山猪全部出完来那这个就是猛鬼老山猪什么奇人都出完来！！！虽然才24个人可是全都是很强的~~~~~~~~~~~

所以你说怎样来唱？？？？当表演咯！冯老师说的~~~~~哈哈！！！！

而且舞台窄死了！！！原本是很大的，可是主办当局好死不死搭了个大模型在上面，弄到人家在上面跳的时候绑手绑脚的~~~~~别扭死了~~~~~~~~

而且还发生了一段小插曲~~~~~哈哈~~~~~话说唱完过后呢，一伙人就在台下八和拍照啦~~~~~~~谁知拍到一半呢~~~~~突然有一个神经不正常的菲律宾安娣突然间跑过来摸了那些在拍照的靓moi们~~~~哈哈~~~~~她们可怜了，闪得及的就侥幸逃过咸猪手，逃不过的呢~~~~~轻则被摸手臂，重则有被摸大腿，屁股~~~~~~~很恶心吧？？？吓得那几个靓moi们半条命~~~~~~~~

虽然吃了白果~~~~~可是很好玩啊~~~~哈哈！！！！！！

年初一快乐~~~~~~~~

STOP BEING FAKE

stop being fake n u know i m talking bout u!!!!!!

it's u who abandoned us in the first place, no one intends to hate u but u make us wanna hate u

honestly, I HAVE TO ADMIT THAT THERE WAS A LOT OF HAPPY MOMENTS WE HAVE SHARED TOGETHER but it's u who led them astray

u dun treasure them n they wont treasure u

that's how things work in this world

still frens huh????? that's wat u say????? i dun see anything true inside it

even if u r free, U R HERE, u never asked us out, v do, but a straight NO is ur answer

v would accept u back if u juz go out n hv a word with us, not explanation, juz plain chit-chatting and gossipping, v gave u TONNES of chances but it's U who doesnt wanna accept ur chances

DUN even think of grabbing out ur phone n ask us out now, it's just too late, everything's simply too late after u have granted us sooooo many disappointments

v DO understand u, how could v not understand u???? u were one of our gang n our fren, life at 'here', u know where i mean, mayb harsh for u but think it over, do u seriously think that life's a bed of roses when u step out into the society n work for ur boss????????? stop being childish, even ur friend, the weaker one, stands up the harsh environment but u, the strong one, gave up!!!! it does surprise me!!!! truely speaking, now v r a group of four n v DID expect u in us, but, u left without leaving a word, u even left before v could send our greetings n blessings to u, i m not lying, v DID prepare something with a lot of blessings inside from us n even from some lecturers, but now guess where it is, i dunno n u dun deserve to know it too, u truely disappointed me

friend, frankly speaking, who doesnt wan that????? do u know how attractive this noun is???? but sadly, u didnt define this noun well enuf so u dun deserve my friendship

i dunno how the other people think bout u, mayb ur deeds had done no harm on them, but at least for me, u r nothing anymore, although u used to b one of my best frens

u asked for it, so i juz giv it to u if u want it sooooooooooo damn badly

dun blame me, dun blame us n dun blame all ur friends

v trust u n u trash us

v try to help u but u render our help useless

v try to safe u but it's u who doesnt wan to safe urself

juz go on, go on with ur style n I WISH U LUCK

HAPPY NEW YEAR ALTHOUGH U'R JUST A PLAIN SUCKER





p/s: mom told me no bad words on 年初一 so i have to let them all out on 除夕

无聊~~~~~~~~

觉得无聊，所以update一下~~~~~~

其实真正update的目的是要来呼吁大家不要到这件餐厅喝茶或用餐~~~~~~

它就是雨田阁（rainfield court）公寓一出来往右转那排店最角落的那间餐厅！叫yam cha corner~~~~

其实咧~~~~它没有得罪我，而是得罪了我脾气火爆的表姐~~~~~~

话说有天，表姐带着儿子到那里吃早餐，原本是约了大姨一块儿的，可大姨还没到，所以表姐就先坐坐，也叫了两杯茶，一杯nescafe和一杯milo

nescafe来了，表姐试了一口，很淡，杯底几乎没有咖啡粉可言，理所当然就叫店员加点咖啡粉咯！谁会想喝淡淡没有味道的咖啡？？？？可谁知，这一次呢，泡茶那个女人（是个华人，华人中的羞耻，妆化得很浓，像七月十四的好兄弟，年龄应该三十几吧）应该是不耐烦，就一加就加了很多很多的咖啡粉~~~~~（太多的咖啡粉理所当然是苦的嘛，所以表姐就想再加一点炼奶咯！你们可能会觉得我表姐在刁难那位店员，可是换个角度想想，要是是你们，你们会怎样？会想喝那杯苦地不像话的咖啡吗？？？）

可这女人咧，居然很不耐烦地跟她说-----------〉以下为实际对话，我可没删改内容~~~~~
表姐：halo，你可以帮我加一点奶吗？太苦了这咖啡

女人：酱你要还是不要？（语气明显的是那种很不爽的语气）

表姐：你怎么这么讲话？我只是叫你加一点牛奶而已！（表姐明显也是不爽啦！想想，一个店员居然敢对你大呼小叫的，不生气的不正常）

女人：可是你麻烦到我！！！（开始很大声了，说完了过后就很用力地踱步走开）

表姐：你这什么态度，你这是对待你的客人的态度吗？（表姐那时候也是相当大声的了，一是因为她脾气火爆，二是因为要是你被人这样对待，而且对方还是个店员，一个最需要礼貌的行业，你还能不生气，不大声吗？？？）

女人：我就是不要做你的生意！！！！！怎样？？？！！！！！（敢想像吗？？？？居然有开餐厅的这样和顾客说话）

表姐：我不吃你的东西不会死的！！！！！（这时候已经从餐厅里出去了，谁还会想在这样的餐厅里用餐？？？？）

谁知咧，这店员呵，居然还跟着骂了出来

女人：我就是不要做你的生意！！！！！你不要给我看到你来这间店！！！！！！！！！！

以上为实际对话，我没删改过，该说的我说，不该说的我没说

其实我也到过这间餐厅喝茶，对这女店员的恶劣态度也略知一二，她负责泡茶的，她应该是是一个信奉伊斯兰的，有一次表姐（同样一个）买了两条腊肠到那里，就放在椅子上啦！谁知呢，这女店员居然走过来和表姐说：你买的腊肠是猪肉，不能放在店里！

A摆脱老兄！谁会知道你堂堂一个华人会跑去信奉伊斯兰教啊？？？？？？？不是我在和伊斯兰教急，而是信奉伊斯兰的华人真的是稀有动物！而又有谁会想到你是其中一份子？？？？？？而且你的餐厅里只挂着‘Serve no pork’的牌子，并没有挂着‘See no pork’的牌子，你凭什么不让人家把猪肉带进你的餐厅？？？？而且腊肠也只不过是猪肉制品，也不是生猪肉，弄脏你的店了吗？？？？？还有，你尊贵的真主上苍阿拉只叫你不能吃猪肉，并没有叫你猪肉也不能看！！！！你需要为了两条腊肠而这么大反应吗？？？？？？

还有不只是泡茶这边有问题，而煮面那里的呢！也好不到哪里

就是同样一次呢，我也有在，吃着东西时，就有个店员（是个菲律宾或印尼妹），就拿把扫把呢，想很勤力似的在我周围这扫扫，那扫扫的！话说小爷吃东西时最忌的就是别人拿把扫把在我周围扫地！干嘛？？？？？我有嫌你的食物不够味儿要你替我加料吗？？？？？？？？？当下真的很生气，她再不移开我可是真的会杀人的，‘幸好’这煮面老板娘还有点‘良知’察觉到我有火药味，就马上过来拉开扫把星啦！当下心里还在想，幸好这老板娘还识点面子

谁知？？？？？拉走了扫把星，反而轮到她自己在我周围这扫扫，那扫扫！！！！！！！你他妈的真的是华人的孩子吗？？？？？？？还是你是狗生狗养的？？？？？？？？？身为个华人居然不知道华人用餐的习俗！！！！！！！！！全世界华人以你为耻！！！！！！！！！还是你以为你是老板娘我真不敢炸你是不？？？？？？？我告诉你，要是你真的扫到我椅子下来我对你客气才怪！！！！！！！

算了，经过了这些事情过后我只学到了一件事，就是从今以后都不要到那间餐厅用餐喝茶！以免吃到肚子生虫都还不知道为了什么！

朋友，要还是不要到那间餐厅喝茶吃饭，聪明的你们自己衡量衡量吧！

还有一件餐厅也是值得我向大家‘推荐推荐’，下次再说~~~~~~~

忙翻了！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

最近真的是忙翻了！！！！！！！！忙什么？？？？？？

多咯~~~~~~~又要忙馷沁的衣服，这个si tiu moi的衣服咧，真的是钉到我要爆了！！还有就是忙唱歌~~~~~~唱了tuaran还有唱gaya street，有时是很烦一下，不过参加了过后又觉得很爽~~~~~~~唱歌就是酱的了！！又要烦又要爽！变态鸟~~~~~~哈哈！！！不过两场都没有唱进final哈哈！！！！tuaran的就算了，不能唱福建歌我吃亏，可是gaya street的！！！！！！！！！我居然也没唱进哈哈！！！！不是不甘愿！！！而是有些唱到很他妈烂西可是呵~~~~~~居然给他进到final！！！！！！还回家回家的，再回家下去我真的是要回家了！！！！OMFG！！！！！！什么狗屎运来的？？？？给我一点！！！就算是狗屎运我也要！！！！！很久都没有进过final了！！！哈哈！！！

还有呵！！！哼！！！！那个死老mic stand咧！！！！！烂西到！！！！！！！mic拔出来了过后居然塞不回去的！！！弄到我的台风‘乱赛龙（客家）’！！！！！弄到最后还要我在台上临时改台风zap sang，还以为不明显看不出哇，一看下了台姨姨竟然讲 ‘还好你的mic放不回去你还会zap sang’！！！！！哈！！！！！吓到我一下，原来酱明显！！！！！！

算了，当晚对手也真的是很强，什么老山猪猛鬼全部出完来，没办法，一整年最大的唱歌比赛！然后隔天决赛咧，还没有开始之前看到陈老师uncle tan，就问他我是不是唱到很差，因为他是评判，又是唱福建歌的，没想到他竟然讲我唱到很不错！！！！他也给到我蛮高分！！！又问回他酱做么进不到final，他就讲对手太太太强了，算鸟，我都知的咯！！又问他我排第几，他又讲不记得，算了，你酱老了不怪你，然后他还跟我讲我像酱唱就对了，我适合唱rock~~~~~~~只是福建腔不够浓！！！！哈哈哈哈哈！！！！！爽了一下，没有想到第一次唱福建歌就有酱ok的feedback，前提是他没有在骗我啦！然后人家都还没有问完那个死烟花就bing bing biang biang那边吵到要死！！！！！然后咧没想到陈老师居然讲要看烟花！！！！！哈？？？？？？？？？？？你酱老了都还喜欢看烟花的啊原来？？？？？？？？final的五强也是有点za dao，那个回家咧，唱张惠妹的火差到！！！！！！！！！高音上不到头声半天吊！！！！！居然也敢进五强！！！！还有一个爱什么稀罕！！！！也是很鬼差！！！！高音不是flat到完就是上不到！！！！怎样搞得？？？又不是讲很会跳！！！！反而有些唱到好的又进不到五强！！！！！

算了~~~~~现在总算找到刚我的歌！！！哈哈！！年初一唱回它不用烦~~~~~~~希望可以有点成绩啦哈哈~~~~~~还好年初三有表演~有点外快~然后年初六也有外快好赚~~~~~~~希望年初六的赚得到啦~~~~~~~有钱就什么都可以~~~呵呵呵~~~~~~~~~~

哈，懒惰打了！！！！！偶尔用一下烂西华语写博文也是蛮爽的其实~~~~~~~~在这里先向大家拜个早年啦！！！！！恭喜发财红包拿来！！！！！！管你结婚了没！！！！！！！