MEASLES!!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL!!!!

oh the prince's god!!!!! he's got measles!!!! red dots all over his body and FACE!!!! wtf!!

actually the prince had already felt 'not alrite' during wednesday, during class, he was dizzy and his head ached like shit, he thought that it was only lack of rest due to last nite went out with sylvie n khang, so he didnt care much about that, after school still went to city mall to buy cheesy wedges and chocolate milky tea!!! they sure were nice!! n the prince din even drink a drop of water that day! guess that was another reason for this measles strike! oh wateva!

after school went home, slept for approximately one hour then tuition on seven, oh the prince's god! that nite he was tired like hell and couldnt even concentrate for the whole nite! after tuition went to bed really early! be a good kid that nite!

the next day which was thursday, the prince woke up feeling dizzy and mayb a bit fever, so went to find panadol but there wasnt any left!!! shit!! asked mom brought back some, after swallowing two, went to sleep again, luckily woke up feeling alrite later in the afternoon, so went to school, but after went back from school, started to feel not alrite again! very tired and felt cold! went through the two hours tuition like shit, went to sleep after that coz really exhausted and woke up on nearly nine, went to dinner at lintas but didnt eat much! a bowl of sang nyuk mian managed to finish not even half! haha! told sylvie wouldnt b going to school the next day but offered them a helping-hand for the quiz tomorrow, oh wat a merry soul the prince was~~~~~~~ and guess wat? khang sms saying go to breakfast on 5 am the next day!!!! o the prince's god~~~~ pls let the prince off for one day~~~~~~ so the prince turned down the amazing offer saying that he's already sick~~~ next time next time~~~~

the next day, which is today!!! yay~~~~(hey wat's the 'yay' thing for??) woke up on seven something nearly eight, not waking up 'naturally'~~~ woke up by SNEEZING!!!!!! SNEEZING NON-STOP SINCE THE MOMENT THE PRINCE WOKE UP!!! then dad said go eat something then go to find uncle doctor~~ the prince said :'ha~~~~ not nid la, only minor illness la~~~ ' who knew, couldnt stand the sneezing anymore so woke up and went to brush the prince's teeth, when he was brushing his teeth, he saw something!!!!!! patches of red dots on his face!!!!! oh the prince's god!!! then he checked his body, oh the prince's goodness!!!!!!! red dots all over his body like dengue fever!!!!!!!!! oh god!!!! not good not good~~~ the prince straightly said he needed doctor~~~~~lol~~~ haha....... then mom even colder!!!!! she asked the prince whether it was h1n1!!! the swine flu!!!! chhhhooooooiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! later went to see the doctor at cks, doctor goh~~~~ went to him two times already in this year, the first was the mr.lo final presentation vomiting incident, then this was second time! haha!! just kept sneezing non-stop for the whole day, the doctor said that it was 'fake measles'~~~ errmmmm~~~ the prince didnt know measles can also be divided into fake and true measles~~~~ lol~~~~~ then the doctor gave the prince four medicines~~~~ hey it's only a minor sickness!!!! one was antibiotic, one was anti fever, one was measles lotion, and the last one was of coz~~~~ SNEEZING MEDICINE~~~

after that went to breakfast, ordered meehoon sup kosong couldnt even finish half of it~~~~~ lol~~~~~~ went home and sleep!!!!!

MEASLES!!!!! U GET AWAY FAST AND DUN LEAVE ANYTHING ON ME ESPECIALLY ON MY FACE! I NEED TO GO UP STAGE NEXT MONDAY I TELL U!! but thank u anyway for letting me sick n hv the time to update my blog~~~~~ lol~~~~~

SUDDEN DEPRESSED

cant get it, y m i suffering from a mood depression all of a sudden..........

starting from tuesday, i feel very moody, i dun hv mood for everything all of a sudden, no mood for tuitions, no mood for homeworks, no mood for costumes, no mood for everything that i like.

it's weird, everytime i'm in a depressed mood, i dun feel lik eating at all, dun hv the appetite for everything, so i've almost not eaten for 2 days, my sole energy source for these days came from some chocolates i ate juz now. i really lik to take it out on myself everytime i m depressed, i dun eat for some days, pinch myself using my fingernails so on n so forth. m i a typical masochist?(dun get me wrong here.........)

these days i've been thinking a lot, be it positive things o negative things. when i thought of my future, i couldnt see my own image after ten years, i feel lik everything's plain hopeless for me, i dun hv a target for now, i dunno wat to do o wat i want. when i thought of some of my past experiences n my presence, i really dun understand how can god b so unfair? examples of it? i'm not going to tell here, because u readers(wonder if there's even a reader for this?) dun hv the necessity to listen to the fucking words from a badass guy.

it's lik things i want never come to me and what i've achieved till now is not truly wat i want. i wonder y, m i being too generous to always let the things i want go? everytime i suit myself to the others, till the end i got myself aggrieved. m i being too kind?

i feel lik my pride is being shredded and shattered. i dun lik it this way but wat to do? after tuition, i drowned myself into comics and sleep, reading comics somehow made me feel better, comics r simple, things went on lik they'd, everything's simply perfect in comics. wonder y life couldnt be lik that? things i want never come, things i dun want keep butting in, m i destined to b such a rubbish bin? receives only dumped trash?

i dunno....... i really dunno............... somehow i feel lik i was trapped by myself and i couldnt find the way out............ m i too persistent in my own principle? i really dunno...............................

hope i'll get well soon........ sorry to everyone that i've been cold towards these days, i mean it, but dun worry, i'll get well soon