祈求？还是乞求

什么时候，爱上了寂寞。。

什么时候，习惯了什么东西都往心里藏。。

什么时候，明白了不要再对上天祈求什么。。

翻开面子书的时候，看见中学时代的朋友个个在国外都活得好好的，都快快乐乐的，都平平安安的，心里感到很快乐，很欣慰，不为什么，只因为我的朋友们都很健康，很快乐

同时，一丝丝酸酸，刺刺的感觉涌了出来，把整颗心都拧住了，说不出是什么感觉，妒嫉？不是，羡慕？也不是，只是觉得，他们真的是很幸福，学费不用自己掏腰包缴，生活费一切由父母负责，眼前铺满了一条又一条美好的未来，只等着他们自己去做选择

我没有理由去羡慕他们，更没有资格去妒嫉别人，我为什么要羡慕？我又为什么要嫉妒？别人含着金汤匙出世，那是他们的福分，我凭什么对人家瞪青眼

明白了自己家境，自己周围，自己环境与别人的悬殊，久而久之就不再对别人依赖了，久而久之就明白了什么东西都要自己争取，久而久之就觉得世界就是这样

所以一旦明白了这个事实，现实世界的游戏规则，就知道只有自己优秀而独立才能获得别人的赞美，也只有别人的赞美，别人的认同，才使自己感到还有存在的价值，还有活下来的意义

可是，人心又岂止如此？当人心的叵测混合了个人的野心，这一切的一切所组成的黑色漩涡岂止是赞美，认同就能填补的了的？所以就只能依赖别的东西来麻醉自己，依赖生活上一些明明渺小的可怜，可又能让自己会心一笑的东西来麻醉自己，自己拼命往牛角尖里钻，只祈求牛角的另一端有出口

结果呢？

什么时候爱上了自己一个人呆着。。

什么时候爱上了自己一个人静静望着窗外的雨。。

什么时候爱上了把心门锁起来。。

什么时候爱上了在自己周围筑起围墙。。

什么时候爱上了孤僻。。

什么时候对别人不再信赖。。

什么时候不再在夜晚为别人，为自己留一盏灯。。

所以就只能等待，因为明白了不能再向上天祈求，因为往往只要向上天‘祈求’什么，上天就偏不给，甚至会从你身边夺走另一样东西，眼睁睁看着想要的东西一步一步离自己远去，手，始终望尘莫及

就这样学会了不要祈求，而是乞求。

自己日日夜夜的等待，时时刻刻的忍耐，只求上天的恻隐之心听见了自己的乞求，就当作是对一个绝望的人的施舍

人就是这样，一旦过早明白现实的无奈，就越早出现早世的沧桑。

平时尽管在别人面前笑逐颜开，可当自己一个人的时候，卸下了面具，诚实地面对自己的时候，依然是那张绝望，倔强，只乞求上天悲悯的那一张脸

所以，最痛恨别人说‘不要再做白日梦’的这些话。既然得不到施舍，难道发白日梦，暂时地麻醉，暂时地陶醉，暂时地逃避都不行吗？暂时沉浸在自己的世界里，只要一秒，那么一秒就够了，难道连这都是奢望吗？

人，还是不要太聪明的好，太过聪明，有时反倒被自己骗了都浑然不知，真的很可悲

乞求这一切只是个泡影

乞求这一切只是个海市蜃楼

乞求上天把失去的笑容还给我

此刻我看见，泛白的天空，放出一道又一道黎明的曙光，照在海上，照在树上，照在建筑物上

波光粼粼，闪闪发光的另一面，总是一道又一道的黑影。。。

眼泪，不为别人流，只为自己淌

THE PRINCE IS GAGA FOR LADY GAGA'S GAGA MUSIC

nothing very special actually, just the prince thinks that it's worth to share with u guys bout this, Lady Gaga, the prince found her really an amazing and inspiring artist, in terms of her music, in terms of her concept, in terms of her creativity in her fashion, and simply everything, she's a real artist.

the prince'd like to share with u all this song of her, bad romance, from her second album, The Fame Monster, below is the mv, most ppl cant accept it and they think that this is PORN! but pls pLS PLS the prince begs u all, dun treat her as porn as this song and the mv actually has a deep meaning within

actually from the mv, she plays a sex slave that is bid by rich men. but this song, this mv actually means that her desire, her crave to enter the entertainment industry although she knows that the industry is ugly, full of disease, full of back-side-work and is simply dark. she cant resist the joy, the satisfaction brought by fame and she states that she couldnt live without fame in her recent interview. just watch the mv carefully and repeat it again and again, you might understand it! if u just watch this mv from its surface, then sure it is porn for u, but if u venture deeper into this mv, it actually plays the the role of the whole music industry

the 'u' in the lyrics mean the music industry, and gaga wants to have a bad romance with the 'u', means that she wants to be in the industry so much. well, the prince couldnt explain the song words by words, scene by scene, but juz watch it carefully, this mv is actually a very meaningful one and it simply symbolizes the whole music industry and its dark side!

lady gaga is one of the stars that rises to fame in a really short time, undeniably, she is simply the music icon of 2009 and really gives a hard blow to the whole world that 'music can be, and should be done like this!'

anyone finds this interesting and would like the prince to share with u the meaning, juz look for me! hope u all enjoy this!

感谢

梦魇再次来袭，我发觉到每一次我不那么快乐的时候，写的博文总是华文的，可能是因为华文究竟是我的启蒙语言吧！就像金城武那样，不管再怎么会讲华语，睡觉时的梦话终究是日文的。。。。

这篇文可能会很长，因为我真的是需要人来听我倾诉内心真实的呐喊

就从今早说起吧！早上起身的时候，阳光很和煦，暖暖的照进房里来，昨夜一夜无梦地睡到自然醒，已经是近期内繁忙生活中一种近乎奢求的享受，心里还天真地想着，应该是快乐的一天。伸展了一下双手，骨节发出‘客啦客啦’的声音，很舒服。接着便传了个简讯给小薇，告诉她想搭顺风车。然后就跑下楼，想看看今天要交的功课是否依然安好。不看还好，一看就让人火大，昨晚明明牢牢地贴在黑色纸板上的照片竟然全都‘脱了轨’，一团乱的你叠我我叠你，当下马上有一种‘怎么会这样’的想法，马上进行抢救，可照片后面都贴了双面胶，造成几乎所有照片都绞成了一团，用力一撕，照片全都完了！幸好还有三张没有受到伤害！可有人还在说风凉话，这是给你一个不把东西放好的教训！还说什么风扇吹乱了~~~~~一大早就听见这么好笑的笑话多快乐啊~~~~~~ 然后马上再发个简讯告诉小薇我自个儿去学校。当下马上雷速盥洗，换好衣服，拿了U盘，抓了车钥匙，马上火速赶往最近的洗相店，无奈店里的人却说需要等半个小时，搞什么？？？我才那区区三张照片，而我现在时间宝贵，哪来个美国半小时来和你耗？当机立断马上和女店员说‘不要了’，看得出女店员脸上有一种‘鱼跑了’的表情。接着就赶往city mall，开着车时，心里不断祈求洗相店开了，脚下的油门越踩越用力，看着油标针从60呼啸而上到了100，路上割过了一辆又一辆的汽车，心里越来越乱，脑子越来越空白，只想马上赶到目的地。到了那里，无视泊车场的方向箭嘴所指示的方向，我管不了那么多，只想马上洗好照片，逆行找到了泊车位。下了车，身体就任由双脚带到了洗相店，就在心脏快要蹦出来的同时，映入眼帘的是刚开始营业的洗相店，不由得大喜，冲洗好了照片后，又火速赶回家，因为别人要使用车辆，一路上还闯了好几个红灯，幸好没有临检，感谢天感谢地。

又匆匆地赶到了学校，跟着gd们一同上了某人的课。刚开始还很好，一切都是那么的顺利，把刚冲洗好的照片一张一张的拿出来，慢慢看，慢慢摆，摆出属于它们各自最适合的位置，决定了以后，就贴了上去，不过贴好了以后我并没有马上交给某人，因为他周围多的是一些阿谀奉承的跟屁虫，我可不想把照片交上去的时候被人戴着有色眼镜评头论足，所以照片就先搁在一旁，然后就和他们一起笑，一起闹，一起聊天。

好不容易等到了课室里只剩下几个人的时候，我才把照片交上，当心里正想着照片终于交了，脚步就想走开的同时，冷不防某人迎头劈来一句‘喂，东西不是静悄悄放了就能走人的’。我当下立刻火大了，干嘛？？？你是今天还没骂人所以不爽吗？？？？这也就算了，我不跟你计，可他接下来说的谬论可就离谱了。某人看了一看我的照片，马上开始了他引以为傲的绝技--数落别人。抱歉我不是超记忆不能把他的每一字每一句记下来，不过内容大致上是这样，而他每一字每一句也实在是有够过分的。他先是好奇我怎么又换了题目，我就告诉他说我觉得这些照片比较有力，所以就换回原本的题目。他又说拍摄影不是说换就换的，就好像当你告诉顾客你会给他们A，可最后你却给了他们B，还说什么我每一次都保证会做好给他看结果又是这种东西，就好像我每一次都给他希望可最后却又给了他绝望，这什么鬼话？？？我什么时候向你保证了？？？？？我知道我的摄影题目让你有期望可谁叫你对我有期望了？？？？？不好意思啊！我只知道把自己最强的东西交上是我的职责。而且他字字句句中也带有‘你完全没有用心去拍’的意思，最直接的例子是他说公主的照片还有进步空间，可她拍得非常用心，所以他会给她很高的分数。[不用心]这三个字对我来说是何其大的污辱！我不管做什么事情都很用心，事事都要求做到最好，我不懂你们任同还是不认同，你们不认同也没关系，每一张照片，每一样功课，每一件服装，每一个学生，每一本作品，每一次演出，每一件事情，不管是大是小，我都对自己有要求，都尽力做到最好，都尽量给自己给别人一个合理的交代。你一句不用心就想否定我过去所付出的努力，是不是对我有欠公平了？？？？虽然你没有说出口，但用下巴想都知道你想传达的意思。真好笑啊，在建山为了摄影功课而差点丢了条小命的人居然会被说成做功课不用心，这点我又不得不称赞你的幽默。而且你还竟敢在我面前和我评论服装，还说什么‘你和家长说裙子要这么做，可最后你发觉你做不到，就随便做另一样东西应付别人’，我当下还顶了你说我不曾遇过这样的问题，我可是只是设计并不参与缝纫的设计师，你少在我面前装成一副很懂得服装的窝囊相，而且请问我的功课看起来像是在应付你吗？？？？？你这话说得有多过分你知不？？？？？？要是我是在应付你，我就不会在功课被你档了一次后再重做了！对，过后你确实是告诉了我你要看到的照片是什么，是蚂蚁在爬，那努力的声音，初生的小鸟在巢里叽叽叫的声音，对，你的构思，你的主意很好，我不否认，可我的题目是voice of the nature，这题目那么广，你怎能一句话就框住我拍照的构思？虫子，蜗牛，幼鸟，那是你对于我的题目的切入点，可我的切入点，我的构思是大自然宁静的声音，花朵萌芽的声音，两朵花在说悄悄话的声音，青苔往上爬的声音，雨后大自然一片清新的声音，我的照片跑的是感觉路线，你说你在我的照片中听不见任何的声音，那就怪了，既然蚂蚁努力的声音都被你听见了，那你为什么听不见我的照片中的声音？还是我的植物不会发出声音所以你听不见？？？？恕我直言，那就代表你的艺术造诣不到家了。而且你还说了，你已经把你的构思告诉了我，除非我没有在听，然后过分的是，你完全没有给我任何辩驳的机会就说，‘反正我也习惯别人把我的话当耳边风’，这句话很恶心你知道吗？？你对于我的题目的理解是在虫子蜗牛幼鸟，我对于我的题目的理解是在大自然的感觉，我没有跟着你的意思去摄影，我有我自己的理解，有我自己的构思，有我自己的权力决定我要摄影的东西，你凭什么说我把你的话当耳边风？？？？就凭我没有跟着你的意思去摄影？？？要是是这样，那拜托你学期开始的第一天就告诉全班的同学‘你们摄影一定要100%跟着我说的去做，不然你们全都不及格’那样就好了啊！不要让我们自由发挥嘛，你那么能霸，所有人做出来的东西和你一模一样，所有人都有你那作呕的影子，所有人都贴上你的标签，那正合你心意吧？？？？我不想和你拗，也不想在朋友面前让你无地自容，更不想和你这种低级生物有任何的冲突，所以刚才我选择忍气吞声。

最后，我要谢谢你，谢谢你让我知道摄影是‘跟着你的意思做’的一个科目，感激你让我发现这世界竟然还有这么恶心的低级生物的存在，感谢你让我明白人类居然还有上级人类以及下级人类之分。除此以外，你也要感谢你自己，你要感谢你的无知，也要感谢你的霸道，更要感谢你的龌龊，让你成为了我的笔下亡魂，让你丰富了我的文采，让你这贱民给我的文学造诣更上一层楼。你践踏了我的作品，你也践踏了我的用心，你更践踏了我对你仅存的那一点尊重。要知道，文者的笔尖永远比皇帝的剑锋更为锋利。不过估计你这贱民也不懂这其中的意思吧！

你要感到荣幸，因为你这样低级的生物都值得我动用我的手指为你歌颂一篇锐利又锋芒的文章。要是大家问我，我会因为你说的话而不开心吗？会把你所说的话放在心上吗？我会很快乐，也很骄傲地回答，我为什么要感到不开心？你哪一点值得我尊重？既然我都不尊重你，我为什么要在意你所说的话？？？？你这不能再循环，再利用的废物。

最后，为大家献上我被别人踩得一文不值，又无奈收下的作品。

photography final assignment: voice of the nature

最后，欢迎大家留个言，对于我的文章，对于我的作品都好，无尽感谢，无尽感谢啊~~~~~

我的故事讲完了，谢谢~~~~~~我很快乐呢现在~~~~~~~~~从还没有写博文的不快乐变成现在写完博文以后的很快乐

p/s ~ 感谢当时在场的朋友们在我被别人的圣经谬论连环攻击下保持沉默，由衷感谢啊~~~~~~

photography assignments(models and couples)

uploading some photography assignments, no photoshop~~~~~~~~~ this is the prince's first time ever outdoor shooting, this model's name's shaneal, hope the prince's not mistaken~~~~~~ pics r taken at tanjung aru

third pic, the prince really likes this a lot coz the contrasts' powerful

third time outdoor shooting, shaneal with her bf, taken at the museum

the prince loves the first pic a lot, the angle's nice, the posing's nice, but sadly the prince's skill isnt nice enuf~~~~~~ wrong focus and the pic's blurred and spoiled everything, the prince still likes it anyway~~~~~~


the prince also likes this second pic quite a lot, there is a lot of feel here~~~~~~ haha

the third pic is also ok~~~~~~

this is the prince's second outdoor shooting, model: gordon, venue: waterfront, the sky that day sux



first pic, which is also the pic that the prince loves the most, others r only so so

last outdoor shooting, model: melissa, venue: jesselton point, sky that day was brilliant, actually the prince thinks that he had taken quite a lot of nice pics that day but he had choosen six out of them to show to u all

see? nice sky on that day, but sadly the contrast at the face is not big and the tone looks a bit flat

second close-up shot

third close-up shot

played a bit angle~~~~~ haha

nice posing and bottom-to-up angle


actually there was no wind at all on that day~~~~~ it's actually some guy went to pick up her scarf, then he counted out' one....... two........ three......!!!' then he let go of the scarf and it fell down naturally and there comes the wind~~~~~ haha~~~~~ stupid but effective way for setting up fake wind~~~~~~~

that's all for model and couple shootings~~~~~~~ tq

photography last but not final assignment

the prince likes this assignment quite a lot, although it's not perfect for him, still he likes it, this is the one-day-diary of the prince's teddy bear,

first pic, wake up

second pic, newspaper reading

third pic, morning exercise

fourth pic, working time

fifth pic, free time, reading time

last pic, sleeping time, with a bed time story

actually the prince missed out a lot of pictures for a one-day-diary photoset due to the insufficiency of time, initially he wanted to take tea-time, shower time, and also brushing teeth, but too bad, we can only pass up six pic for this photoset~~~~~~ anyway, this is one the prince's photography assignments, hope u all enjoyed it~~~~~~~

final assignments~~~~~

weee~~~~~~ the prince's back!!!! sorry for abandoning my blog for such a long period!!! 've been living a crazy, non-human, hell-like life for the final assignments period! anyway, everything's over! OVER I SAY for now!!!!!!!

so, the prince's goin to upload some of his final assignments! if u'd like, pls comment a lil bit, thx~~~

first, this is the prince's sketching final assignment, an A2 size poster composition, the prince's done lady gaga for this, he'd cropped some lady gaga's images, the composed it, add-in some other of his own elements, then TA-DA!!! it's come out lik this! but dun hv time to take a nice and clear pic of it! anyway, it's roughly lik this!

rushed it out in one-day's time, tracing, stroking, pasting it on mounting board, everything's in such a rush!!!! anyway, mr.teo's awarded the prince 90 marks for this!!!!!! yay!!!!! but he said that the prince had overdone it a bit, the butterflies and the vectors r a bit redundant as they'd outshined the lady gaga's in the centre, anyway, the prince's still happy! who'd know he could get a 90 marks from the illustration god's hand?????

next comes this basic modeling final assignment, the prince's done a field medic based on a kangaroo, it's name is medic roo, first page's the cover

second page 's the main thing, front side back view and some of its brief information

third page's the detail, the hands, the stomach, the force field system and also the leg part

next is this transformation process, tranforms from kangaroo to an automobile

last page, the automobile mode of it

din know the marks so the prince hopes that the mark wont be too shabby, but mr.lo did praise the prince's presentation skill though, yeah~~~~~



and now comes the character design final assignment, the title of it is a family of five persons, we have to do a family but it is not necessarily consists of father, mother, son, daughter o wat, we may do a family of father, mother, sons, daughter and also a pet! or an orphan family of children, sons o daughters o any combination we like, as long as there is something that is visually visible that bonds the members together



so the prince's done a soceress family, consists of four sisters and pet cat, concept comes from the four symbols of the poker cards, the spade, heart, club, and diamond, so the prince named them the poker sister, and the costume direction is a fusion of gothic and fantasy, enjoy!



cover




first page, the big sister, spada of the spade

second page, the second sister, heartina of the heart

third page, third sister, clubbie of the club

fourth page, fourth sister, diame of the diamond

and the last member, the magical pet cat, cheshire

and LAST, a big credit and thanx to AH PENG AND KEONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thanx to ah peng coz the prince went to his home to do scanning on 2 am morning on the day of presentation!!!!!!! lots of thanks peng!!!!!! and keong!!!!! cz he helped the prince to trace and done some photoshopping work!!!!!!! if not the prince cant make it on time!!!!!!!!!! really thnax to the both of u!!!!!!!!!!

and about the other subjects, marker rendering, 3d max, photography, the prince din find the necessity to show it to u guys~~~~~~~ marker rendering, a two hour class test, the prince's scored 18 out of 20!!!! yeah~~~~~ 3d max, done a handphone and din know the marks, photography sux~~~~~~~~

alright, that's all for now! will upload more next time~~~~~~~~

photoshop retouch

yesterday night the prince was feelin bored, he has tonnes of assignments waiting to be completed but he was simply not in the mood

suddenly he thought of photoshop, he's not touched photoshop for more than 3 months, worrying that his photoshop skill might become 'retard' so he decided to photoshop a wallpaper for himself, combining some 'already-there-wallpapers'. below are some of the wallpapers the prince used:

proudly introducing, mr.sephiroth, the big bad sexy villain in ff7

and mr.cloud strife, the sexy main hero in ff7

and then photoshop both of the sexy creatures a bit........

then ta...da............ below is wat u get~~~~~~~~

well~~~~ the prince didnt mind u stealing the first and second one as they were originally from the net, but surely not the third one~~~~~ see the 'MY DESIGN DONT STEAL' transparency in the middle? the prince DOES hope u all c it, the prince even used a special font and put the phrase in some middle place that is hard to clone stamp to avoid thefts and plagia's~~~~~ well if u like it juz ask the prince, he can give u the original file which is in the original format, juz dun steal ok? that's my first wallpaper

ok that's all boast, will gonna update some of the prince's recent artwork

Assignments~~~~~~~~

nothing special, juz wanna tell u all readers about some of the prince's NEW assignments~~~~

class assignment~~~~~~~~~

during today's modelling basic class, mr.lo asked us to design a spaceship, not for war purpose, for transport purpose, by using a hair dryer~~~~ which means ur concept of design is based on hair dryers~~~~~ lol~~~~ so we all drew our own, fortunately, we all FAILED~~~~~ HAHA

hohoho~~~~ this is da ppeerriinnnssseee's design~~~~ AK 3009 Disney the prince named it~~~ haha~~~ stupid name~~~~

but mr.lo said that the prince's design lived on this a lot~~~~~ which comes from the note that he gave us!!!! BINGO~~~~~ mr.lo got it~~~~~ the prince did copy the concept a bit, but the others he did them all by himself~~~~~ be proud be proud~~~~~

marker rendering assignment~~~ draw this ps3~~~~

done by the prince, the prince didnt use lightbox to trace it, so it's seriously out of shape LOL~~~~

that's all for now~~~ will upload more

What to do next????

Today is thursday(well who doesnt know???) mr.teo's class on the morning, drawing and sketching, the prince went out on nearly eight, had breakfast, never thought the prince's eating speed would be so slow~~~~ after finishing breakfast, almost 8:30!!!! rushed to school, good deal, super traffic jam always happened when you were in the rush!!! the tunnel way(that is what the prince named the road) behind his home was all-the-way stuck till the tunnel! sheeeeeettttttt~~~~~~ reached school on almost 8:50~~~~~ the prince was actually worried~~~~ worried that mr.teo might be there already~~~~ he's a real serious dude~~~ but he hadnt reached yet~~~ phew~~~ such a relief, when the prince just stepped in the classroom, the catwoman strightly said:' wah.......yuen how come you are so white? you did a skin whitening operation?' LOL r u kidding?? if the prince had the money he would go to buy a camera instead of whitening!! the prince didnt need them! 10 minutes later, serious dude reached, we all moved to another classroom but the classroom was soooooooooooo damned motherf@#king hot!!!!! moved again, this time, mr.teo divided us according to our branch~~~ hey!!! why break us down????

we ma were in a rather small room(rather dark and super cold in there~~~) compared to those gd, that's unfair!!!! wateva, mr.teo started to brief us on our assignments and the hell that we are going to experience in his class and also the future!!! he sure knows a lot! he is a brand consultant~~~~ graduated from the one then pursued his studies in uk~~~~~ then get to know miss.tsen in uk~~~~~ ooopppssss....... the last sentence was added in by the prince himself~~~~~ wateva, he said:'you all think your seniors are very good?? to tell you the truth, there is only a little of them who is good, so i have to make sure that i train you all to be better than those good seniors' OMFG!!!!!!!! he's gonna be EXTREMELY strict with us~~~~ after he had finished talking, he kept asking us whether we had something to share, he wanted us to talk but no one talked! his 20 minutes lecture was intimidating enough to make the noisiest class in sia became suddenly worldless!!!!! anyway~~~~ the surrounding was sure awkward without anyone talking~~~~~ then in the middle he came out to the gd room and briefed to those gd, apparently he told gd a lot of 'detecke sickness~~~~~'(means the dark side of our school~~)<------hey dun bad mouth your own school~~~~~ after that, class dismissed a lot more earlier than expected for we ma, mr.teo went in to gd room again to chit chat with gd

we went out of the classroom, and guess what??? we saw miss.tsen, initially, she was just chit-chatting with us, talking about our future, giving us advice, telling us what to do~~~~ she sure is a good lecturer, but as our conversation went longer~~~~ the small chit-chatting tea party bacame a hot gossip-ing talk show~~~~~ oopppssss~~~~~~ we talked about the pXXXXXXtXXXX lesson for ma and we talked about a lot of the other things, the prince never knew miss.tsen knew photography!!! and she is a pro in it!! and what~~~~~ for the prince's surprise, miss.tsen was in the same line with him in sooooo many ways!!!!!!! she also told us that we should find mr.XXX instead of dXXXXXXXX to negotiate because mr.XXXXXX has the best field for us to fight for what we want!!!! however she couldnt help much cause she's only a part-time lecturer in sia, whateva great thanks miss.tsen!!!! so the prince asked other ma members stop buying camera for now because tomorrow he's gonna find mr.XXXXXX to negotiate again!!!!! hope he might help! again, thanks ya miss.tsen!

after that, the prince hand rmX00 to keong to buy marker and other ma equipments, then went out with sylvie, khang, sharon, aaron, ah fu and air-joanie, we wanted to buy sugarpapers to do mr.chu's folio, and we went to api-api, aaron said that there was a nice stationary shop there, not bad but too bad the sugarpapers were not enough!!! then we went to centre point to eat McD~~~~~ guess what?? aaron is the birthday man(not boy already) today, so we ate and fooling around there, then we met keong, haw nam and cyndi there, keong joined in the craziness and tripled up the crazy conversation of us~~~~

after lunch, the prince, shaorn and sylvie went to popular to find sugarpapers and aaron, khang and ah fu went to find caps for their free-thinker stuff, no luck, no sugarpapers and met some'two' there but didnt called them, whateva, after that went to eaton's to find sugarpapers and the same, no more left!(hey!!! the prince thought there will only be a sugar shortage in kk during the ramadhan season!!! who knows?? now even sugarpapers are also facing stock shortage during ramadhan!! do malays eat sugarpapers????? LOL juz kidding~~~~~) after that shopped for some other half hour, then went home, tuition!!!!!!!! joanne was in our home and we talked a lot about our worries lately, her melilea job(she also persuaded the prince to join but the prince doesnt have the money to use her products!!) and she also asked the prince to eat more to become fatter!!!! she said that the prince might look a looooooootttt more better if he's fatter~~~ LOL!!!!! you think becoming fat is by your own will??????? LOL!!!!!! we also talked about our carrier in the future and she said that the prince could also design kiddy singing costumes for addiitonal income, then the prince straightly asked her does her melilea friend's singing child want to make costume??? and to the prince's delight, she said that absolutely YES!!!!! she's only primary two and still has many years to sing and the most important thing is! she has the GOLD!!!!!! her friend is superbly willing to pay for the price!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA~~~~~

after that just go on to tuition~~~~ 4 to 6, then 7 to 9, nothing special! that's for today!

Have been busy in these things!!!!!!!

This is the kiddy singing costume that i've been working on lately, sure is tiring, 'spit' the whole thing out in two weeks' time

first, done this, something that looks like the neck accessories of the miao clan of china（苗族）

closer look

then, add in these dangling things

looks like this after adding in those things

next, worked on the second piece, working working~~~~ needle in the middle

closer look at the 'flower'~~~~~ damn blur!!!! cause i was using my hp to take all these photos

done with this second piece!!! looks like this!!!

third piece! i love this a lot! i've added bells all around it to give the sound

connected the three pieces together~~~~~ i've done some researches, miao clan likes to wear neck stuff like this, however these things might vary depending on the region, but the miao clan sure has the best costume among all the china ethnics though

next, work on the sleeve, completed version, also like this a lot, looks like a carpet

closer look~~~~

'side' view~~~~~

next add in a layer of dangling stuff again on both sleeves~~~ looks easy but actually eats a lot of time!!! really is time consuming working on all these

last, work on this, erm, dunno wat is it called in english, people call it 肚裆 in chinese

still working~~ still working~~~~

completed!!!!!

closer look~~~~~

even closer look at the 'flowers' in the middle, with two butterflies

closer look at the side brim, add in some fakey diamonds, pink, green and blue~~~

also add in a layer of bells~~~ nice sound

fank q fank q~~~~~